“On 14th October, 1963, at 7pm he came to our house (wedding took place at my maternal grandmother’s house) with his friends and folks. The big two storied building was illuminated with bright lights and a high arch was made to welcome the groom. Pandels with different colors added a fantastic color to the gay of the party”, my mother wrote in her own wedding book.
This week is the 60th Wedding Anniversary of my parents.
They met at Oklahoma State University, in 1961 when my mom, Niloufer Ahmed, arrived as a Ford Foundation Scholar to achieve her second Masters, in Early Childhood Education. My dad, Atiq Mahmood was on the last semester of his BS in Mechanical Engineering.
Coincidentally, their families lived 25 houses apart in #10 and #35 Aga Masi Lane but traveled over 8000 miles to meet and fall in love. The liberal arts major and this quant quickly fell for each other.
Soon, my dad joined the graduate Industrial Engineering program at the University of Missouri-Columbia (later my own alma mater) and the writing of letters commenced. They wrote to each other almost every week. I remember finding a bundle of their love letters, many years ago and read them with curiosity and interest.
There was a common thread of idealism, patriotism, and responsibility imbedded in their ethos. My dad wrote in perfectly geometric alphabets and switched into English more frequently – mom wrote flowing, large fonts, often very melodic and emotional. Her letters were full of endearing precious terms “shona bou” and “shona moni” or “jadumoni” in the original address on these letters.
In the 1960s Bangladesh (then politically known as East Pakistan) – expression of public love was not common, as if it was a sin to fall in love. “Arranged” marriage was the norm and there was a commonly held disdain towards romantic dalliances. However, these two persevered.
I recall my mom telling me that she wrote to her father, that she was interested in this young man from their same neighborhood in Dhaka. My Grandfather responded, “I advise you to meet him in his home environment – you must see him in his own element.” She was in love, and nothing could stop her rapture.
My mom finished her master’s and, on the way, back, conveniently stopped in Seattle to visit her childhood friend; my Dad was working in Seattle for Boeing as a Senior Industrial Engineer on the 747 program. It was the year of the World’s Fair in Seattle. They went to the Space Needle for dinner and my dad proposed with a platinum/diamond ring; the romance was sealed.
As a scholar, my mom was required to serve her country for 2 years and could not leave the homeland; in 1963, the Vietnam War was in full force and there was a draft order. Even though his number had yet to come up, my dad suspected that he would get drafted. He took two weeks’ vacation and traveled back home; landed at the airport and insisted that he had to marry my mom within 1 week; it was non-negotiable. He was to return to the US in two weeks. His family objected; they had other girls lined up for him. However, my father persevered.
There were passive-aggressive objections from her family – my paternal family wasn’t “distinguished” enough – somewhat nuovo wealth. According to my aunt, there was ingrained colorism in this opposition – apparently, my dad was shades darker than my mom. My Boro-Amma (maternal great-grandmother), after meeting my dad told her that, as a baby, she always sang to her, “Kala Jamai Bhala Laage Na” (We don’t like dark son-in-laws), but obviously had no impact on my mother! My mother said she never noticed my dad was darker than her.
According to my mom’s journal “700-800 friends, family and guests were served a grand dinner”. Half of his family boycotted the wedding in protest. Unlike traditional weddings, where the bride is gifted sarees/jewelry from the new in-laws – my mother got nothing. All she wore that evening were gifts from her parents.
The gift of gold from your in-laws is considered something precious for a new bride. After twelve years of marriage, my Dadu (paternal grandmother) finally gave my mom a pair of gold “bala” (wristbands) and my mom never took them off for the rest of her life.
Since my mom couldn’t return to the US, dad resigned from his Boeing job, gave up his Green Card and was quickly recruited to Burmah Shell, one of the largest Petrochemical companies of the region. Both my sister and I were born; we won the parental lottery the day we were born.
The home of Niloufer and Atiq Mahmood in the late 1960s and 70s was a privileged home of highly educated “tiger parents”. Education was everything and nothing else mattered. There were few families in Bangladesh, at that time, where both parents were highly educated and prominently successful in their careers. We observed my parents as good friends, equals and partners. This was a rare phenomenon, anywhere, not just in that region of the world. They enjoyed playing cards together, sharing books to read and constantly arguing over politics!
Watching my mom build two schools ground up, and my dad being the part of the leadership of the multinational in Bangladesh has given me the confidence to do things that I never knew were possible. Their friends and associates were leading technocrats, ambassadors, secretaries, government ministers in the 1960s, 70s and 80s. Our large home in Poribag was always full of guests, friends and family. Card games, weddings, Rotary meetings, WVA lunches and garden parties were rotating events at our home. In 1977, an actual movie, with then Bangladeshi heartthrobs Razzaq and Babita, was shot at our home.
In 1985, my parents were one of the fifty Bangladeshi couples invited to dine with the Queen Elizabeth II when she visited Dhaka. I remember my mom being so excited by the event and she bought a new beige Jamdani Sari to meet the queen.
Sixty years later, On this day, I am grateful these two young lovers persevered.
They persisted through a 9-month long war (of Independence), the following famine, scarcity and a series of de-stabilizing changes. Through all this, my parents were a true “power couple” – steadfast, honest, uncompromising, driven, determined and yet, caring and centered around family.
My father died suddenly in 1985 and mom mom never re-married. She continued to wear her engagement ring and the two golden balas for another 30 years.
I remember the last anniversary party that Apu and I surprised them with in 1984! We invited their favorite friends, and some neighbors to join us for a potluck dinner at our home.
In her wedding journal, my mom wrote, “My friends were busy with me, making me a bride, giving me a happy touch of wedding atmosphere, cutting jokes and laughing hilariously, as if all of them were lost in the candid show of the day.”
Wherever in Heaven you are, I am sure there’s a party going on with all your friends! I can see Iqbal Uncle and Bilquis Aunty, Manzur Uncle and Maksuda Aunty, Habibullah Khan Uncle and Salma Aunty, so many lovely people, always “cutting jokes”, always “laughing hilariously” and making it a “Show of the Day”!
We are privileged to be your children, to have families of our own and to carry on many of your ideals and pass them on to our children.
This weekend, I had a few friends over at our home; after a dinner of chicken korma, khichuri, naan and a few other Bangladeshi delicacies, we laughed, played cards, “cut” innumerable jokes, talked deep political issues, and made it a fun evening for ourselves.
Your love and pursuit of happiness has left us this legacy of joy, wonder and friendships, that started sixty years ago that we continue to surround our worlds with.
Happy Anniversary, Mummy and Papa.